I'm Wide Awake

Oh you know, just random photo from a Yellowcard concert we went to a couple of weeks ago

  Got this post title because I'm watching The Voice while writing this and that's the song that came on.  It's been a while since I've written a post, I can't even begin to tell you when the last time was...maybe a couple of weeks ago?  It's not that school and work have been taking all of my time, I just get so tired after working out after work that sometimes I just feel like not doing anything.  Not very mature, I know.  So anyway, just got an exciting offer to work with Macy's during the holiday season.  Not sure what the position was called, but it's kind of a supervisory position, which will definitely prepare me for my EDP position in March, so I had to jump on the opportunity.  I still would like to stay with American Apparel if they allow me to work only a couple of days a week.  If that's the case, I'm gonna need more than the bus and using my mom's car so I'm planning on going to the dealership sometime this weekend, and hopefully I'll come home with a car:)

So this past week a good friend of mine got married to a good friend of my boyfriend's.  It was an amazing time with friends and I wish we could relive the week over and over again, but know that I have to move forward and can't live on repeat.  That's what photos and videos are for, I guess.  Big congratulations to the bride and groom and I wish you a life together full of lots of happiness:)

 

So many good things are happening, and they're all happening so fast that I don't know how to react.  Sometimes I get so caught up in making a decision because of how I feel at the moment instead of how it will affect me in the future.  I know that a lot of people don't get the opportunity to make these kinds of decisions so I'm thankful and hope I made the right decision.  I think I'm just afraid to give up the free time I have now, but it's time to act like a grown up and just do it.  Better make the most of the next couple of weeks.